flight of death

I’ve just skimmed through the last few blogs, which, admittedly, have been sporadic. They’re very saddening to read. I’m determined to leave that behind for a while and focus on the positives in my life. I’ll change the motto under the site name too, when I remember how to do so. It’s from a dark time, a dark place and a dark mindset.

I think it’s clear from previous posts that I believe my life to be far from perfect – I’m going through some rough times that have been present since late August, but I’ll pull through, I hope. I just need to try and repair a friendship. My best friend; my BEST friend. I feel distant from and I’m beginning to feel the start of resentment towards him and I don’t want to, but I am feeling it. I need to address it. I don’t know how. It’s difficult when you have this feeling of dissatisfaction with someone, but they don’t seem to feel it too – how can you tell them you feel they’re not always acting like a friend?

Gosh. There goes what I said in my first paragraph. I guess sometimes it’s just best to bash out these thoughts onto a keyboard – whether they’re read or not feels somewhat irrelevant.

Light up, light up – as if you have a choice?

Edit: Changed header. OH MY GOD THE BLOG POST ABOUT TWO OR THREE POSTS DOWN IS DEPRESSING. DIEDIEDIE